I am so tired. Once again, here I sit, so tired my eyes feel fuzzy. I can barely see the monitor....yet here I sit. Jonathan is sick again. He has croup now. I often sit and think, what next? What could POSSIBLY be next? I want a day where I can just lay in bed all day and MAYBE get on the computer. I feel myself getting so drained, physically and emotionally, that I know I'm going to finally snap.

Today we found out that Jenna has some hearing loss. The dr isn't sure to what degree. We have an appointment with the ENT next month to determine that. I haven't absorbed all of this yet. I am not able to. Hopefully I can get a grip on it soon.

I am just so tired.

night all